Happy Halloween >:3 *mwahahahaha*

Hope everyone enjoys their weekend whether you'll be trick-or-treating, partying it up at some Halloween event, or plain ol' watching movies on t.v. because you're too unenthusiastic about this holiday. As for myself, I'll be too busy working through the morning into the afternoon. After that I'll be going to do my musical which should end a lil after 9 and might end up attending the cast party if I'm not too tired but I most likely will be.

Btw I watched two movies within the past 2 weeks, and for me, that's A LOT! One of them being Paranormal Activity. 99.9% of the people I've talked to about the movie who have seen it themselves said it was really good. There was one girl on myspace who disagreed but I thought it had a good scare factor. I won't spoil anything for those haven't seen it yet but I will say that even though they claim it's actual footage...I'm not sure if those events actually took place for several which makes it less scary.

& The movie I just watched today was Michael Jackson's This Is It. It wasn't like I thought it would be. It was more captivating than I had initially anticipated and what a show he would have put on for those lucky foklks who bought a ticket. During the movie there were times I wanted to cry all over again, but I managed to hold back the tears and just reminisce over the times I've sung to one of his songs, danced to his incredible music, & been inspired to do something amazing because of his overall impact as a performer. He will forever be greatly missed.

To end this on a happier note, yesterday I was in the car with my sister waiting for our mom to take us to school until I spotted this fluffy chubby white adorable bunny ploped on the floor next to the car on our right. We watched it in awe as we squealed at each of it's movements but then it started to hop away. We decided that since we obviously knew neither of us were gunna grab it and take it home for countless reasons, the least we could do was steer it out of harms way. So we kind of chased it towards a person's porch and I think it felt pretty cozy there because it didn't wanna budge. Idk if that was a sign of good luck or what because I rarely see bunnies like that in the wild...especially ones that are that cute! I'm sure that it was a former pet of someone's unfortunately but maybe they'll find it, who knows? I really do h0pe someone in a better position than myself took it in and cared for it. I have a speacial place for small animals that don't look like they'd kill me. Haha anyway I didn't mean to rant. I'm off!~

*nibbles on a carrot and hops away*

Is this really worth putting my hopes up?

I'm talking about the future of Udoli now that ViVi came back and is taking on the leader position again. Idk what to think to be honest. & before you begin to think I don't like her, that simply isn't the case. My feelings towards her are rather neutral, however there were many times where I found myself liking and disliking her because of ohsomuch drama in the past that occured in the Udoli world. I just hope that her position as a leaders STAYS with us for as long as Udoli exists this time around otherwise I refuse to get into the hype of her being apart of this now because once again all my hopes will be crushed if things don't end up going in the right direction. If things end up going well, as far as I'm concerned she's fine by me as a leader. This is my blog btw so I can careless if people take this info from here and tell a thousand souls because it's me speaking about how I truly feel...I just need to get that out there since there's so many weasals on the interwebz and you never know who's looking on your profile. Snitches get stiches....right? *ponders about saying for a bit*

Here's what I want for Udoli:

• I want it to be PEACEFUL for one.
  
• There should be sisterly bonding between everyone.
  
• Of course I want the world to eventually know about us but it most definitely doesn't have to happen right this second (like not even within a few years).
  
• I want udoli to be unique. To set us apart from other subcultures that are already out there even if it's just by a little bit.
  
• I want people of all categories to look up to us and get there motivation from, whether it be for fashion, personality, etc.

There's definitely a few I'm missing but since this was done in a quickie (tehe ^////^) it's not my official list, but you understand where I'm coming from. Plus I felt like this needed to be written down somewhere or else my head would explode with countless thoughts about my online/real life issues. I must depart for now because it's almost midnight and I haven't even done my homework so good night all of you lovely people and I will try to be up the blog I've been planning on posting up sometime tomorrow.

Aidos!

Catch up time~

*waves* Hey I know I haven't wrote in this thing for a while but I've been working overtime at school on top of other things that I got to take care of which is why I'm taking this time to write it all out here on this sweet little bloggie of mine.

Here's a brief sum up of what I've experienced lately...

1) Crazy Peter Pan musical finally opened last week. The opening night had lots of energy, a few mess ups, but LOTS of energy from both the audience and actors! The other shows so far sucked but I got some flowers from my loved ones so it's all good, right? Now just 3 more to go and I'll be set!

^ Don't u just love the note my sister wrote? Haha whore. jkerz!

2) My circle lenses finally came in and I don't know why I didn't get them first! They are absolutely lovely but lemme tell you they were not cheap ($34.75 w/discount) Eventually I'll put together the video of me opening it up/talking about the place where I got it from excetera, excetera on my Youtube.

3) Got some extensions and now I know how to make clip-ins :D Might do a tut for it one of these days. I also did some shopping and bought some super cute stuff! It's been a while. I'm seriously in love with my new coat (right).

4) The new 9 weeks started which means I finally have two new classes (Floral Design & Bank/Finance) but I miss my old ones with all my friends :( I really hope this half of the semester goes by fast.

5) I finally finished this cute anime called Bokura Ga Ita. The grade I give it is a 4 outta 5 stars so I do recommend it but it's not the absolute best anime there is. It was cute, funny, sad, romantic, and for the most part relatable to me since I was and still am that high school girl who just wants to be with that special someone who'll be there for me no matter what. & I'm sure you guys are probably deleting this title from your list of anime recommendations list at this very moment but it's cool.
I'm not sure which anime I should watch next but so far I have two in mind: Vampire Knight & Kuroshitsuji. Both are somewhat dark and depressing which is a huge turn from BGI. Feel free to help me make a descision? One more thing before I go...I wanna say thanks to those people who recently started following me (you cute little stalkers you) Makes me smile that people are interested in what goes on with me during these hectic times.

C ya laterz.

RAWWWGH ＼(>o<)／

I'm gunna rip my freaking face off! I'm so exhausted(mentally, physically, blah blah bleh), I've had a stomach virus for the past 5 days and still continue to go to school, and I found out I gained 10 pounds since I last checked which was in the middle of the summer. W. T. EF man❢ I think everyone else around me at my school's musicial rehearsals seems to be having a negative affect on me. Let's just say DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA! Not to mention how it's in less than a week from now and I can't tell you how unprepared we are for this damn show but as always, I'm going to still be optimistic about things since somebody has to.

On another note, my lovely friend of mine Tabetha lent me her Final Fantasy XII(12) game and I know some of you say *in an extremely irritating high pitched voice* "Whaaa? Crystal, that is sooooo 3 years ago!" Yeah no shit. & yes I was implying that you all definitely would sound like that...haha! But I really don't have time to buy the latest stuff so I go with whatever I can get which usually ends up being the old stuff. Imo they can be just as, or sometimes, even more fun than the new games so it doesn't bother me much. But what bothers me is when I hit a bump in the game. You know, when you're making all of this progress up until this one moment you find a little bastardly obstacle that you have to overcome and you try over and over and don't seem to get anywhere. That's where I'm at and I'm about to break my t.v. but I know I should keep leveling up but it takes wayyyy too much paitence TT ^ TT UGGGHERZ. I think I've said enough for now.


Until then~

New YT Character - Baby クリ :3

He likes me. He likes me not.

I hate not knowing what decisions to make in life whether it be in school, choosing orders at my favorite fast food restaurants, picking out an outfit for the day, or relationships. Ahhh relationships. What joys they are. It bugs the hell outta me because I made a terrible TERRIBLE mistake earlier last year with a previous ex of mine and I refuse to go down that path again with whoever will be my next boyfriend. However at the same time, knowing how I am with guys, I can't get attached to one that is boyfriend material because eventually I'll start loosing my head over them all over again, start making irrational decisions, and causing history to repeat itself all in the name of "love". Several months has past since that bad relationship but I still can't fully convince myself that I'm 100 percent over him just yet and it makes me go insane since he clearly is. I've tried getting rid of every single last memorabilia of him by deleting his number from my phone, blocking him from all of my online accounts that he knew of and so much more and yet the passion still lingers somehow. Personally, I feel it's punishment for not listening to so many people who warned me this would happen, including my own conscience. Regardless of that, what happened back then will sadly never change for me even though I want it to immensely so focusing on the present is where I'm at.

I was just watching this anime and one of the characters said "...in order to forget about an old love, you find a new love. You should completely immerse yourself in it. If that new love is ture, then that old love will naturally become part of the past. It's not that you can fall in love with someone new because you forgot the old...It's because you fall in love with someone new that you're able to forget about the old. Only love can heal a heart that was hurt by love." I know it's just an anime, but it has some truth to it. A lot of anime shows have extremely insightful advice regarding several areas which is why I take that into consideration. Either I stay in this same situation that I'm in now for the next several months or move on with my life and continue living like my heart was never torn apart. Love is tougher than I used to think it was. Trying to figure out who's honest and who's not. Trying to figure out whether or not that special someone is really meant for you. Trying to figure out that you two will ultimately end up having a future together. It all makes me just want to have psychic powers to snuff out all the losers in order to find my soulmate. But talking like this at such a ripe age is a little crazy, I get that, but you can't help but be curious about these things especially when romance is constantly thrown in your face on a daily basis. I have a ton of things to say about love and what I think about it but I should really end this here for now. Let's just cross our fingers things will go well for me. Same goes to you reading this.

ご幸運を祈ります。Good luck!

I think I'm going a bit overboard...

when it comes to eating food I don't know my current weight since I unfortunately have yet to purchase a weight scale, but I know I gained at least 5 five pounds ever since summer ended (*´ο`*)=3 During the summer, I worked 5 days in the week and when I did go to work, I walked there in the sweltering heat which caused me to sweat profusely but I definitely burned a truck load of calories doing so and gained some muscles >:D But now that school's back and all, I only work once or twice if I'm lucky a week and usually my mom is willing to take me so I don't walk as much as I used to. Plus, it doesn't help that my sister is selling these amazingly delish chocolate bars for her Speech class and I cannot stop buying them from her I'm her best freaking customer! Idk if you are familiar with the brand but here's a picy.

It's like an orgy in my mouth I kid you not! But I digress. I was and still am super proud of myself because I got a 99 on my test in pre-cal! I know I talked about me getting a good grade in my precal class in another post but since then, I kinda wasn't doing too well. I think I got too confident or something, I'm not really sure what went wrong. But then I took this quiz that I was completely unprepared for and I freaking aced it! How does that happen?

*sighs* Life is so random. But I gotta go now so toodles~